tonight we were supposed to give up something for ash wednesday. i didn't give anything up. instead, i added something. daily Bible study. something i need anyway.
because i feel like i'm already giving up too much.
today was the first day of march. it was supposed to be a good day.
not unexpectedly, it wasn't.
and i almost wish that i could say i hated him. but more than anything, i just wish that everything could just be understood. completely and totally understood.