Tuesday, March 29, 2005

falling behind.

I just feel like I'm falling behind in life, watching it pass me by. It's like a race where everyone is pulling ahead of me and I'm in the back calling, "wait for me!" But there's some that will wait, and some won't. I'm glad I'm friends with the ones that will.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005


I'm addicted. To the internet. To the mxpx cd Robin burned me. To sappy poetry I write. To complaining. To writing. To singing. To emotion.

I'm addicted. And it's not always a good thing.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

is it only me?

is it only me?

for who the world is falling apart?
who has the broken heart?

is it only me?

who watches the world pass me by?
with the awful lonely feeling inside?

is it only me?

that can't do anything right?
who has no one to hold me tight?

is it only me?

who is wanting to cry?
with no one there by my side?

is it only me?

Monday, March 21, 2005

it's not my fault...

the day i decide i am going to do it, i can't. it's not my fault.

i can't do it by myself. i have a fear of rejection.

i want you by my side but i can't imagine it so.

i have no faith in myself. i have trouble believing.

that's why i need you to say yes....