i cant seem to stop today. there is an outpouring of words coming out no matter what it is that i am writing today. my brain is rushing in a million directions. even earlier in the car when i was writing i filled up so much paper. most of it's just wonder-babble, but it all ended up having some point at least.
i was trying to explain myself to myself just now, and i couldn't find the words. it's bad when you don't know yourself.