poison ivy.

posion ivy
better condition than i be
hook me to an ivy
while i whisper why me
in the freezer
your words give me seizures
and if we take a breather
we'll break up and be hurt
i won''t let you buy cigarettes
but i'll let you by with regret
one thing i'll find a sure bet
a caged bird will fly if shes left
and i'll try not to cry
your fingers dry my eyes
a memory i'll never forget
i've been round
with little defense
and i'll sing a song
of inconsequence
and my days
with you are numbered
and i'll be amazed
if we see another
i won't let you buy cigarettes
but i'll let you by with regret
one thing i'll find a sure bet
a caged bird will fly if she's left
and i'll try not to cry
your fingers dry my eyes
a memory i'll never forget
so
now you're gone we always said
that would be the best thing
no
i fear im wrong or at least
thats what my heart is confessing
cause i miss you
and i wish you
were someone that i could forget
cause i miss you
and i wish you
were not number one on my list
my list of regrets
now i'm broken up
because we've broken up
its all a big what if
what if i'd spoken up
for what i wanted
poison ivy
better condition than i be
hook me an ivy
and i whisper why me



i am feeling a little nostalgic tonight. i'm not sure why. i'm filled with longing. so i spend my night reading poetry and listening to sad songs. my next creative projects is the completion of my costume to wear to class tomorrow and a sign for my wall that says "don't give up on love".

i feel like the perfect way to cap off the day is to curl up with homma, paired with my journal, comfy pj pants, and listening to THAT cd.

happy halloween.