i was thinking today that it would be kinda cool to control time. to be able to speed it up and slow it down as i pleased so i could age faster or slower.
i mentioned this to someone, and they said that way i'd be fast forwarding them through their senior year. so i revised it and said it would only be time speeded up for me, nobody else could notice days going by faster or slower. it'd be regular to them, and fast for me, but yet we'd all be on the same day together. that way i could go ahead and do what i want.
i've had a sense of apathy today. i just don't care.
i don't know why i'm so lonely..on a friday night..
maybe if i try not to think about it, it wont matter as much.
maybe if i lie to myself long enough, i might start to believe me.