expectations.

overwhelmed. thats the only word.

today was blissfully uneventful, however.

hopefully tomorrow will be no.

no tc game for d tomorrow night.

in theory.

i hate this. i hate you. i hate me. i hate everything. in theory.

but i can't.

oh how i wish i could figure you out

don't ask any questions.

i just want to ask you a question
i just want to know
but i cant get the words to come out
but oh how i want you to go

dont ask any questions

love.

love consumes life

you.

it's been approx. 189 miles since i last saw your face. that's been 3 weeks and 1 day, a million thoughts, and two tanks of gas.

praise You in the storm.

it's storming outside. big storm. been raining and storming for almost 45 minutes. our lights have almost gone out a few times. i'm just sitting on my bed, which is on the wall opposite my big window, enjoying it. i can see the lightening through my blinds, and i can feel the thunder vibrating the wall i'm leaning against. it's another of God's creations to enjoy. i love to watch thunderstorms. it reminds me of last summer when i was at the beach. it stormed every night. we sat on our covered balcony and watched it. the rain would fall, and the lightening would light up the ocean. it was so beautiful. :)

my mom was all freaked out about the storm, calling us from work and telling us to stay away from windows and appliances. i was the one staring out the window dying to go outside and watch it even more closely.