weekends like this are the ones that make me doubt myself and lose all of my self confidence. days like yesterday are what make me think i'm in the wrong major. times like this make me realize i still have nothing better to do than try and fix my problems with chocolate and self pity.
what's wrong with full time music? if i had the money, i would drop out of school and be a professional groupie. that sounds like the best job in the world. it only feels right to read rolling stone and jam to the beat.
but i'll figure it out eventually.