pcb till sunday.

i need you more than you need me.

i am finally moving on. moving on doesn't hurt anymore...it's the unexpectancy of the future that will prove to be scarring. i don't know how i get myself into these messes, but i'm trying to find the way out that will cause the least hurt to those involved...especially me.

i need to leave town again. my ten days seven hundred miles across the country was too short. i crave travel, and a good hug.

indecision.

there are some days that i never want to go back to school.
and there are some days i can't wait to leave.
either way, i only have nineteen more days to go.

to dc we go.

blah blah blah.
we leave virginia tomorrow.
on to dc!

virginia.

so i'm definitely having a blast in virginia, and i have only been here for a day :)
i love you crazy kids!

the bucket list.

so far, and in no particular order:
*visit all fifty states
*graduate high school with honors
*graduate college
*be a meteorologist
*go surfing
*see all of my favorite bands play live
*have a "wish on a star" come true
*have a meaningful relationship
*make someone's day
*have an inside cat (or two)
*write a book
*make a difference
*be important to someone outside of my family
*go to another country
*hold an entire conversation in another language
*help lead someone to God
*be a leader
*find true love
*get married
*have a family
*take a fabulous picture
*take a spontaneous road trip
*swim with a dolphin
*meet matthew thiessen
*do something to help the youth group grow
*trust someone completely
*spend a summer at the beach
*have a snowball fight with friends
*build a life-size snowman
*snowboard
*travel overseas
*parasailing
*go to space