easy come easy go.

so i guess that's it.



easy come, easy go?
but deep down it's not that easy at all.

devotional.

today has been very lazy. i have to soak it up since school's about to start. blah.


a part of me is still sad, but it's not been so bad today.


i wrote a devotional for sunday night's SLT meeting. it's about love. it was going to be about leadership, so i started that one, but the other one is so much better. so im doing it instead (im guessing if its okay).


i wish life would stop sounding like a simple plan and/or weezer cd...

rumors.

the tongue is the greatest evil right?

well, sometimes i wish that the coaling youth rumor mill revolved around someone other than me. i dont like rumors. especially *untrue* rumors...

blame.

i blame it all on being a girl. i think with my heart and not my head.

crush.

crush
crush
crush
crush
crushed






today's been full of dreams, but not so much the dreamer

honesty.

how can you be honest and not hurt someone's feelings?


it's sad how many things are complicated and can't uncomplicate.


edit[12:02 am]://dont read more into this than what it is: today was a little more than i expected.

dance.

the most important thing i learned this weekend was "don't ever be afraid to dance".

it's something matt told me on saturday, and i thought it was pretty profound. because if you're afraid of something (not just dancing) then you miss out on something that you really want to do. and that's just really dumb to miss something because of fear.